I'm so hungry...I can hardly eat because of the condition of my gut...I'm sick from the heat and humidity...I'm very depressed and my choking has worsened...life is so miserable, especially lately. I was turned down for housing because of something my bf did and that just flung me over the edge...I have been crying constantly and sleep terribly...I know it could be worse....I keep praying for help...a relative of mine is in a semi-coma from brain cancer and I would not wish to trade places, yet, my life is truly miserable....I keep praying for her healing...I can only imagine the hellish torment of such an illness....my heart aches for her...I feel like the world has caved in because of so many bad things that have happened in my life lately...summer's nearly over...I never dreamed this would be my life...I had so many hopes and dreams ....once...long ago.....